College Life

This first couple of days have been pretty exciting but also very overwhelming. It just hit me that I am in college and that I am responsible for what i do from this point on. I have been receiving alot of homework but I havent really been doing too much and getting situated with my course book situation has been hell. Its so hard to get focused when you are undergoing a major turning point in your life; it feels like I still have senioritis. Everything seems like its coming full speed ahead and it feels like im not ready; but the thing is, this whole summer I have been convincing myself that I am ready. Was I indenial? Was I just saying that so I wouldnt stress and worry too much about being on my own? Hopefully things work out for the better and by next week I will be alot more prepared because I definitely dont want to come this far and give up now. Just like a muscian know as plies said, "Please tell me God didnt bring me this far just to drop me off here."